January 2011
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Cereal monogamy as a way of life: XVII (I don't... →
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
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Live by the sun, Love by the moon
To travel roads not taken To meet places unknown To feel the wind To touch the stars, and promise to discover myself To stand tall in greatness To chase down and catch everything Life is an adventure — Live it.
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This is what I woke up to this morning
You are sunshine. You glow like the sun, stars, and everything the galaxy beholds. That light people need to get through the day. And to think, less than 9 months ago I could survive weeks without talking to someone the way I talk to you. Feeling the way I do. I don’t think I’d ever want to go back to not knowing you. Not until the world ends. And even then, I couldn’t picture...
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Perhaps not to be is to be without your being.
Perhaps not to be is to be without your being, without your going, that cuts noon light like a blue flower, without your passing later through fog and stones, without the torch you lift in your hand that others may not see as golden, that perhaps no one believed blossomed the glowing origin of the rose, without, in the end, your being, your coming suddenly, inspiringly, to know my life, blaze of...
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So I was about to fall asleep when all of a...
I remembered 2 days ago, I saw who’s birthday it was this week but I couldn’t put a finger on who it was. So there I am lying in my bed, contemplating whether or not I should get out of my very cozy bed after such a long day — just to check out on my macbook who’s birthday it was. After a very long debate with myself, I lift my self up to get my MBP as well as my peace of...
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Faith
When God chose your kind as an object his Love, I was the first in all of heaven to bow down before you. My love and my hope for mankind was not lessened. But I have watched you trouble, kill each other over race and greed, waging war over dust and rubbles. And yet in the midst of all this darkness, I see some people who won’t give up. I see some people who will no give up, even when hey...
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For whatever reason, you have made your way to the sacred, once-vacant edges of my soul. Your love flows in my very veins, and expressed in the very best of ways. The memories of us shine in black gold, rushing in and out my brain. You are the stuff too sensitive to openly discuss with others. The same stuff so special; it seems impossible to hold in. The words that flow out my mouth, the ones...
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“We are the music-makers,
And we are the dreamers of dreams,
Wandering by lone...”
– Arthur William Edgar O’Shaughnessy
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Secret 469: Old secrets
I had just re-discovered my old external hard-drive, and along with it — the secrets and memories that have been kept away for so long that I myself have forgotten. My dilemma now is if I should store these archaic obtained 1s and 0s in the vault, or simply turn all the ones into zeros? Should old secrets be kept, even the ones you have forgotten?
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“Lonely is the room the bed is made
The open window lets the rain in
Burning in...”
– Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should’ve Come Over
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You have beauty; you have qualities that give great pleasure or satisfaction to see, hear, think about, etc ; delighting the senses or mind, you my love are excellent of our kind, and just…plain wonderful from your head to your toes, from the inside-out. Basically, you are beautiful darling.
p.s. sorry for the extreme delay on posts lately, I’ve been drowned with things from a to z
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Tak Ada Waktu
Aku berlutut dan berdoa, …. tetapi tidaklah lama karena banyak hal yang harus kulakukan Aku harus segera mulai bekerja supaya dapat membayar tagihan - tagihan yang akan tiba Ketika doa singkatku selesai…. segera aku lompat dari lututku, tugas kekristenanku terlaksana sudah…. dan jiwakupun menjadi tenang. Sepanjang hari tak ada waktu bagiku…. untuk mengucapkan kata - kata...
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en-pomme asked: Your recent post is saddening for me to read, but yet beautiful. :/
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When will I learn, it’s not your fault. Because breaking down cannot be cured by breaking up. In light of all darkest things. Forever more, peace and hate. Love and war, declared this day. I will love you through all peace and hate. In light of all darkest things, the fire glisters and the darkest sings. Breaking down cannot be cured by breaking up. Extraordinary happens in the ordinary....
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Secret 470: I dreamt about you last December
Fresh, and straight from the dream archive. Spelling mistakes, grammatical error, and all that jazz. This is what happens when you wake up, and you immediately put your fingers to work to engrave precious subconscious memories (such as this dream) into your blackberry…
I had a dream I turned back time and went back to my high school days. It was one of those long dreams that kept...
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Relief
If you are one of those people who visit my blog for inspirational, and very cheesy stuff… skip this post. Tonight is the third night I’ve stayed up till 03:11 am +8GMT (Singapore). I’ve been worried for the past few days about my assignment for school (though it is now progressing nicely). I have several ways to make the stress disappear, but I’ve just now rediscovered...
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My shadow side so amplified, keeps coming back dissatisfied. Our light has died, so now we know - what we must do, to let it show. My affair with everywhere, was innocent - why do you care? So I’m packing my stuff, time to go. The sun is up and died, the universe is at a low. The tragedies that we have seen, the places that we have been. I saw you there, so unprepared — those humming...
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The Silence Echoes
The silence echoes My whole world stills, as I lay on my back, Await your comeback
The silence echoes And my whole world stills Staring black and white Will grey end this fight?
The silence echoes And my whole world stills Shivering the blues Just to say…
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Theory 932: If we have loved well while we were...
Desmond Tutu (from the book “Believe”)
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Beauty that made This heart adore You Hope for a life Spent with you
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“You regret the choice you made to be happy with the one you loved. You regret...”
– Michael Daaboul
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I am lying on a bed...
full of sorrow, bitterness, and worries. I have been trying to sleep for the past hour but have failed to do so because of this. Many tears have been shed here, many gestures and expressions of emotional release. Hate, troubles, anxiety, they all make their way deeper and deeper into the core. I know this because I can feel it. I feel my heart beating with a faster pace than blood can flow, just...
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Theory 933
This is a moral universe [which we exist in], which means that despite all the evidence that seems to be to the contrary, there is no way that evil and injustice and oppression and lies can have the last word… that is what has upheld the morale of our people, to know that in the end good will prevail
Desmond Tutu (the words and inspiration of Desmond Tutu)
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Today you’ll wake up and embrace the day with a smile. I know this for sure because I have had the pleasure of knowing your heart. You are kind and strong. Valiant, and courageous. Beautiful inside, and out.
You stand for what you believe in, and made me stand for my beliefs. You are one of the few in my life who have taught me the most valuable lesson of all — that is to love and...
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I’ve got a bad disease
From my brain is where I bleed Insanity it seems
Its got me by my soul to squeeze
Well all the love from me
With all the dying trees I scream
The angel in my dreams has turned to demons of greed that’s mean
Where I go I just don’t know I’ve got to, got to, got to take it slow
When I find my peace of mind I’m gonna give you some of my...
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1/1/11, 11:11pm - wish now
the only thing better than this is 11/11/11, 11:11am/pm. I searched the meaning/purpose of this in my gap year. It actually has been proven to have some “magical” power in it. Whatever it is, trust Wikipedia…
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